I go by the name of Heather. I am a junior at the University of Maine studying music. Family and friends mean the world to me and I don't know where I would be without them. I suffer from Bi-polar 2 disorder and ADHD. I'm finally coming to terms with my mental condition and am learning how to appreciate the life I was given.

 

I was barked at by a human being in the Walmart parking lot. Like WTF?!?!?!?!?!

I am a strange strange person. I’m more comfortable starting conversations and being myself around people who are 30 yrs old and above. When I’m in a room full of people my age I get anxious and nervous and shy. What is wrong with me?!?!?!?!?! Older people just get me and think I’m awesome. 

holy fucking balls

I am flying sky high right now. What a fucking great night. Watched people have sex right in front of me on my friend’s car. Shit was crazy and weird but yet I was so intrigued hahahaha. I couldn’t look away. Omg typing on this keyboard just feels amazing. EVERYONE must smoke from a gas mask once in their life because it is the most amazing thing in the world and it makes music sound so vivid.

My stomach is acting weird

I ate a 12 grain bagel with peanut butter for breakfast, a small iced coffee no cream 2 splendas, and for lunch I hate edamame and a small red baked potato. Why do I feel like I’m going to throw up?!?!?!?!

It’s weird

When people you know who are your age are getting engaged and planning their weddings.

Must get that crazy cat lady starter kit!!!

You know what’s weird

I’m not crushing on anyone at the moment. (minus tumblr crushes). I’m enjoying this.