I go by the name of Heather. I am a junior at the University of Maine studying music. Family and friends mean the world to me and I don't know where I would be without them. I suffer from Bi-polar 2 disorder and ADHD. I'm finally coming to terms with my mental condition and am learning how to appreciate the life I was given.
I think a big reason why I’m afraid to trust people is because I’ve never had a true best friend. I’ve had very close friends but no one has ever seen me as their number 1 friend who they trust the most and that’s why I’m scared to trust others. I’ve thought some people in the past were my best friends but they left me for their actual friends. It’s hard being lonely and having to put on a fake smile but honestly that’s all I can do to get me through life without allowing others the ability to hurt me.