I go by the name of Heather. I am a junior at the University of Maine studying music. Family and friends mean the world to me and I don't know where I would be without them. I suffer from Bi-polar 2 disorder and ADHD. I'm finally coming to terms with my mental condition and am learning how to appreciate the life I was given.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
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Fuck yeah!!!
Just got back from an awesome lake house party. Shit was fucking epic. Woke up and had bong hits and beer for breakfast then went for a nice swim. I can’t remember anything between the hours of 9:30pm and 4:00am
Tomorrow looks like it will be a great day
Minus the weather.
Sushi and shopping with mother then hanging out around town later in the evening.
With my lovely Callie Swag
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And it seems like none of you ever want to say hi :-( . I just want you all to know that I love you anyway.
Is it just me
Or is it normal to get that pit in the stomach feeling after you say by to your family. I guess I’m just really close to my family and now that I go to school far away I get this heart breaking feeling inside when I have to say bye to everyone. I’m fine when I’m on my own and I don’t feel homesick when I’m back at school. It’s just when I have to say bye because now I don’t know when I will see them again. I would love to go back to see my cousins Evan and Alex graduate high school but I’ll already be a month in on my full time job and I don’t want to ask for days off so soon.
Maybe I just feel this way because I’ve been off my meds for a few days and won’t have any until the 17th. When I’m off them my emotions are all screwed up and weird and I feel things that I shouldn’t. For example I’ve hooked up with this kid a few times and we’ve been friends for a while and I’ve never had feelings for him before even when we first started hooking up but this last time I swear I thought I dept something but I know it’s just because my emotions are out of whack thanks to not having my medication.
Ugh I hate when my emotions are all heightened and Shit. It’s just not like me to have feelings.
Kelsey!!!! Islamic center adventure
Going home for easter this weekend. Who wants to hang out Friday night?
With my lovely Kelsey on Valentines day. we’re lovers ;-) Hahaha jk but we’d be a cute lesbian couple lol
