I go by the name of Heather. I am a junior at the University of Maine studying music. Family and friends mean the world to me and I don't know where I would be without them. I suffer from Bi-polar 2 disorder and ADHD. I'm finally coming to terms with my mental condition and am learning how to appreciate the life I was given.
Which means no alcohol and weed for the next month :’(
I just want my medication back so I don’t have these mood swings anymore and so I don’t go into mania when I get overwhelmed. I hate having a mood disorder!
Someone talk to me. bring me back to reality.
Where my emotions are in full swing for no reason and I can’t seem to control them. What the fucking fuck. This sucks and I’m just done with it. I didn’t even have the strength to leave my bed.
What is happening? I can barely function anymore
I’m completely lost in my own mind and I can’t seem to find a way out.
I relapsed. A year and a half clean and I just threw it all away.