I go by the name of Heather. I am a 19 year old soon to be sophomore at the University of Maine. I've had a roller coaster ride of a life. I'm like most girls when it comes to self esteem issues and boy problems but that's really all I have in common with the average lady. I am stubborn yet caring, open minded yet personally closed off person. I have a lot of mental issues consisting of ADHD, depression/ bi-polar disorder. I was a very disturbed child. I don't know how to handle relationships so I jeopardize them as soon as things get serious so no one will get to hurt. I'm learning from all my past mistakes and am trying to make myself more worthy of life. It has taken a lot of time but I am finally seeing the brighter side of things.