February 2010
I fall in love with every word you say
Amazing night last night!!! Hung out with Allie Bryan and Tom :D It was awesome just the four of us. We went bowling then chilled at Bryan’s house. I can’t believe what I did. I actually had enough trust in Tom to let him drive my car. Mind you he has not taken drivers ed! I was scared for my life but he did pretty good minus his speeding in the back roads of garden city. I’m...
you were always on my mind
Atleast now I know you still love me. I’m sorry for all the horrible things I’ve said. They were lies to make you feel my pain. I know that we should try to just be friends right now and get things back to normal I just hope the future has us together again. Just knowing you care enough about me to apologize and to do things you think are right to make me happy just make me love you...
azhlindeath:
so i’ve decided i’m not dating anyone for a long time. i want to be single. i cant do that whole thing it hurts too much.
agreed
this all scares me
he still treats me like im unwelcomed. i don’t enjoy loving him but i can’t stop. this really sucks ass. whatever i can live with this i just wish i could go a week with out being around him. hung out with him on valentines day, last night, and tomorrow night it’s just like ughhhhhhhh.
valentines day
spent it with all guys. my biffs and my ex :/. he’s such an asshole why do I still love him? he ruins everything good. once he left everything was awesome again. he always tries to put me down and I’m sick of it. he obviously isn’t over the fact that we broke up. hello buddy you’re the one who wanted to end it so stop trying to put me through hell. i would like to move on...
I'm shattered
You don’t even care and that’s what kills me the most. I told you my deepest secrets and now I have no one to confide in. Thank you so fucking much for that. I hope you’re happy.
lovesick
Things seems to be getting a little better. He walked me to class yesterday and we just talked like friends. It was nice. He still has a girlfriend but it seems like he never spends time with her. I don’t see it lasting. It’s whatever. He really didn’t speak to me today. But everywhere i went he seemed to wonder over about 2 minutes later. It’s better then being avoided I...
