i need to do something now.
goshankrachel: i hate being on this fucking computer. omfg. i should do homework. but i can always do it in school. i think i’ll work out. i feel so fat and disgusting right now. bye. edit: fuck my life. here we go again. try and stay positive. that’s what I’m doing
i hate me
why am I so emotional lately?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! I hate this so much. He is perfect and does everything right and yet for some reason I’m terrified that he’ll leave me out of the blue. this needs to stop